Change happens everywhere, we see it everywhere, but what we don't see is change happening in our own hearts yet that is where change happens the most. I recently went to California and let me tell you, my heart changed A LOT. I talked about things in my heart I didn't even know I was feeling, like how badly I miss my dad, and how I have been holding in feelings about my sexual abuse. god works in so many amazing ways, right when you think he is done working on you, he tears down your walls and rebuilds them even stronger than ever. he did that for me this week, they aren't even close to being built back up but I get to work with God on that. there was one day where he wasn't there at all and I felt so distant and hurt, but he came back and I told him all about my experience without him. god is so amazing cause sometimes you can just talk to him and even if he doesn't talk back you know he is always there.
Lots of Love,
Mak
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