Shame

Shame is something we all feel, today I have been feeling it A LOT. last year at California I had a lot of panic attacks and stress, and recently my sister has been bringing it up a lot and that is so hard to hear. I feel so much shame and awfulness, this year has been a year of restructuring for me and all of the sudden I feel like crawling into bed and avoiding people. at the moment I don't fully understand gods plan for me, but writing this blog and letting God work through my hands and mouth is so special and amazing. in this post, though I don't feel him in this post, in my last one he wrote through me. I am going to try to post every day and I hope more people read my blog because I want to help people and share my stories.



Lots of Love,
Mak